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6) Growing Pains (and Vincent’s Monkey)

4/20/2015

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O, the obstacles - we all have them. Even Van Gogh had them, enough to end it all after only 10 years of painting. 
Whatever stops you from starting that next painting or artistic project?  - Self doubt, disillusionment, lack of inspiration, no time , having a wedding to plan, or a garden to prepare for an open house..?  There are hundreds of reasons or excuses (some even sound good) - outer pressures and inner voices all fighting to cool your fire!

The Manitoba Art Expo is the largest collective art exhibition in our province, and annually , many of our best artists work exceptionally hard in preparation. Months of creating art, then setting up, and finally standing beside their booths for 3 days straight, smiling. (Oct 23-25 2015 at the Assiniboia Downs, Winnipeg). Be there - it's an awesome event! Already humbled by the thought of standing alongside of the best, I had decided to not participate this year for what I thought were good reasons. Like, why should I - spend all that energy, input, time, money for what may potentially be exhausting and demotivating, because I’ve compared myself to the few long-time fantastics (who by the way have altogether earned the right to be called best selling artists). Their hot cakes on canvas are being carried out the door before my eyes. I'm looking at all the gaps on their walls, and mine are few. The comparison is so literal and in my face it’s hard to focus on my own journey and see things in the right perspective. Deciding to not put myself through that again was a no brainer. I am experiencing growing pains. I love the peace and quiet of my country life, but just maybe I sometimes hide out here in my glorious isolation where I can’t see my own reflection. Seeing ourselves mirrored in what appears to be success we haven’t yet achieved, can hurt. It’s intimidating.

I have to thank Rose, a Winnipeg based artist and fellow exhibitor for her generosity of spirit when she called me recently after 2 years of my absence at the show, to touch base. We had a good conversation, sharing our journeys, and a comment she made stood out. We talked about how an upcoming event is a good motivator to knuckle down and produce new work and she said “you might just come up with that next special, key painting that stands out for you”. Its not just about being on a production line to have enough to fill a wall, or even being a big seller, but occasionally magic happens, and you’ll never experience it unless you keep on painting. That resonated so much with something I'd just read from one of my favourite art bloggers.
Danny Gregory is a sketch artist, art educator and author in New York and he writes fascinating, challenging and inspiring blogs. ‘Vincent and the Monkey”,  deals with the inner critic that plagues us all, monkeying about with our progress. He writes about the great Vincent van Gogh, touching on his short time on earth and "there being so much beautiful art that never was made, never sketched or painted or framed or hung" because of all those things that prevent us from making it.  Please read it! 
http://dannygregorysblog.com/2015/02/09/vincent-the-monkey/
PictureHere is my tribute to a tormented soul, "What If He Had Lived?"
I’m trying to take this to heart: don't listen to the monkey. Don’t compare yourself to others and wither in self doubt. Instead continue being authentic and carry on your own unique path. You can’t project yourself into the same sphere as someone who has been at it for years. So you're not perfect yet? That's ok! There are no art steroids or growth hormones to bulk up fast and propel you to stardom. Instead you have to grow and develop naturally reaching one milestone before the next. You can't skip school and hope to still graduate, you have to attend class. Celebrate each step or achievement like a little graduation (or an exhibition?) and leave out the criticism. If your inner voice has a bad attitude, don't listen. And by the way, if you are a parent, Peggy O'Mara has some good advice for you: "Be careful how you speak to your children, one day it will become their inner voice"

Needless to say, I have been con'Vince'd. I will now be standing tall at my booth at the expo this year. Smiling. And maybe, as I prepare, a little magic will happen.
Please tell me you have growing pains too... If so, here is a prescription for you for 4 little analgesics. Take one every day with a glass of wine (for the rest of your life!)      (downlaod)

Cheers,
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9 Comments
Linnie
4/20/2015 04:35:21 am

As usual, very good reading! You are in-vince-able! Continue as you have been doing so far! Xx

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Diana
4/20/2015 04:40:56 am

I plod on... thanks for the love!

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Suzanna
4/20/2015 09:44:56 am

Ooh, love the downloads. Totally spot on about that monkey! Darn I'm putting away all those excuses and finishing my two paintings tonight! Love your Vincent.

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Diana
4/20/2015 12:59:35 pm

Glad you're putting that primate in it's place! Enjoy the painting.

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Louise Mc Nish
4/21/2015 12:05:46 am

Di, sitting on my bed, glorious autumn sun outside, and so totally inspired to coax my own Orang Utang out of a very strongly barred cage. Vincent would be proudd to have a portrait painted by you.

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Diana
4/21/2015 01:51:54 am

I think I'd have preferred him to paint one of me! I hope the inspiration sticks - What are you working on?

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Monica
4/21/2015 10:47:21 pm

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Karen
4/23/2015 02:05:40 pm

Dianna you inspire me by just writing this. I've been a tish busy with a new grandson 3 wks old in Phoenix! But I'll never grow tired of picking up a brush or something in my hand to create something new....please never let yourself talk you out of standing tall beside the creations you have been given to share. You are truly blessed! Hope to make time for a trip to Morden. Karen

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Diana
4/24/2015 08:34:33 am

Hi Karen! Thanks for stopping by, and CONGRATS on the new little grand-guy. That's the only really good excuse for not painting. :)

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    I am a watercolour painter, a wife, a mother, a homemaker and a gardener, and baker in no particular order - more like all at once! I live by the ocean in Mill Bay, Vancouver Island, B.C. Canada. 

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